Pieces Of Me

I have been very carefully trying to figure out how to say and write this. With so many memories and emotions to share with you all, I have to say this post I write with the most sincerest and heartfelt words. When I first was asked to go to San Pedro Sula, Honduras I was full forced ready and excited to go. I had been on many mission trips, but never an international trip,  one where you actually had to ride  on an airplane. This trip came with many firsts. As we planned and began talking about what we were going to do there, I began to get nervous. I was the only person from my church going, I didn't know anybody and nobody knew me. I am very quiet but observant person, if I do not know you. Every time we would go to our monthly trip meeting they all seemed nice but still I didn't know them I was going to spend a week with complete strangers in a strange foreign land, what was I getting myself into. I quickly let my negative thoughts take over, "you are not going to ha...

"Having patience with all things,but chiefly have patience with yourself"-St. Francis De Sales Hello,Hola,As-Salam Alaykum,Bonjour(you get the point,right). Oh,how I missed you blog.I have been neglecting you for so long ( this is why my diaries were never complete). My quick update on life. Nothing has change.Work is still work.School is on hold.Family is great.I have a new niece Emma, precious little baby! My love for God has increased (is it possible). I start with this: Do we as humans believe we have to conform to a world were nothing seems to go our way? I believe in someway we are responsible for making our own happiness.Don't get me wrong I know God has great and mighty plans for me, but sometimes I wonder when and what he has instored for me. I get a tad bit impatient sometimes. You know my story (if you don't read my previous posts). I want it all; the fairy tale life, somebody I can talk to late at night,somebody to listen to me  when I've had a...