Because paper has more patience than people.


"Having patience with all things,but chiefly have patience with yourself"-St. Francis De Sales


Hello,Hola,As-Salam Alaykum,Bonjour(you get the point,right). Oh,how I missed you blog.I have been neglecting you for so long ( this is why my diaries were never complete). My quick update on life. Nothing has change.Work is still work.School is on hold.Family is great.I have a new niece Emma, precious little baby! My love for God has increased (is it possible). I start with this:


Do we as humans believe we have to conform to a world were nothing seems to go our way?
I believe in someway we are responsible for making our own happiness.Don't get me wrong I know God has great and mighty plans for me, but sometimes I wonder when and what he has instored for me. I get a tad bit impatient sometimes. You know my story (if you don't read my previous posts). I want it all; the fairy tale life, somebody I can talk to late at night,somebody to listen to me  when I've had a hard day. Have a reason to look fancy for.Somebody to tell me I'm beautiful, but most of all somebody who loves and serves God equally or even more than I do. They say  patience is a virtue,but how long can we,I as a person wait. I used to hate when they would say Rome wasn't build in one day(but their right), what does that even mean? It means all things take TIME 
to be created to a somewhat perfect thing or situation. We must learn patient people eventually recieve all things.I will continue to work on my patience because I'm pretty sure everything is going to fall in to place when God says. I will CONQUER my impatient-ness, with that being said I leave you with this:
"The keys to patience are acceptance and faith. Accept things as they are, look realistically at the world around you. Have faith in God and in the direction he has chosen"-unknown

BlessingsXO-
Ash :)

    Emma Marie Torres
    March 11, 2013
   5lbs. 2oz.













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